Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Simplicity Of The Mind

What would you say having simplicity of the mind is.

I feel it may be the ability to dream, constantly, without any restrictions or reasoning. Maybe being able to let go of all that ties you down and heavies your heart. Because in the end the ability to do those things will bring peace to mind.

I wish I was able to only concern myself with the present. The power those must hold. Not worried about how past or current actions shall reflect your future. Just doing and being in the moment with no reguard to anything else. I want that.

Let Myself Down

Isn't it just amaizing how we let ourselves get distracted by the stupidest things in life. How we put our blinders on with ease and fall into a routine that we shouldn't allow ourselves to follow. Well, not that I am talking about myself..... Oh yes I am. Once again I played the game like a fool. I feel a sense of Deja-Vu. Like this has happened before. Wait it has.....

So I wake up today and remind myself that I can easily get back on track. Starting by getting back to the gym. Why ever would I stop doing that I do not know, but it is so easy.

I was distracted. In the best way I could have been. You smiled and I melted. But I need to remember me, because it is all about me today tomorrow and so on. I shall never loose track of myself again. How stupid of me to think this time was different. I am more often then not to quick to give in. There for always getting hurt and feeling let down. I am tired of being this way. You have taught me alot in the last two weeks and you don't even know it.

So in a strange way, Thanks. I owe you.