Let Myself Down

Isn't it just amaizing how we let ourselves get distracted by the stupidest things in life. How we put our blinders on with ease and fall into a routine that we shouldn't allow ourselves to follow. Well, not that I am talking about myself..... Oh yes I am. Once again I played the game like a fool. I feel a sense of Deja-Vu. Like this has happened before. Wait it has.....

So I wake up today and remind myself that I can easily get back on track. Starting by getting back to the gym. Why ever would I stop doing that I do not know, but it is so easy.

I was distracted. In the best way I could have been. You smiled and I melted. But I need to remember me, because it is all about me today tomorrow and so on. I shall never loose track of myself again. How stupid of me to think this time was different. I am more often then not to quick to give in. There for always getting hurt and feeling let down. I am tired of being this way. You have taught me alot in the last two weeks and you don't even know it.

So in a strange way, Thanks. I owe you.